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    消失了的知觉·单身日记VII

    AVIATION | You Were My Everything                                   Lyrics

    [Talking] This goes out to someone that was
    Once the most important person in my life
    I didn’t realize it at the time
    I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
    I don’t really expect you to either
    It’s just... I don’t even know
    Just listen’
     
    You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
    The one that I gotta have just to succeed
    When I first saw you, I knew it was real
    I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
     
    That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
    I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
    I remember when I first looked into your eyes
    It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
     
    I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
    But I didn’t know I made everything worse
    You told me we were crazy in love
    But you didn’t care when push came to shove
     
    If you loved me as much as you said you did
    Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
    Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
    I loved you with my heart, really and truly
     
    I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
    When I would run my fingers through your hair
    Late nights, just holding you in my arms
    I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
     
    I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
    I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
    You’re number one, always in my heart
    And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
     
    I need you and
    I miss you and
    I want you and
    I love you ‘cause
    I wanna hold you,
    I wanna kiss you
    You were my everything
    And I really miss you 
     
    I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
    And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
    The thought of that just shatters my heart
    It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
     
    At times we was off I was scared to show you
    Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
    Without you, everything seems strange
    Your name is forever planted in my brain
     
    Damn it, I’m insane,
    Take away the pain
    Take away the hurt
    Baby, we can make it work
     
    What about when you
    Looked into my eyes
    Told me you loved me
    As you would hugged me
     
    I guess everything you said was a lie
    I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
    Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
    I can see clearly, my love is not blind
     
    [Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
    I had a special feeling about you
    I thought maybe you did too
    You would understand, but’
    No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
    You’ll always be my baby
     
    Our first day, it seemed so magical
    I remember all the time that I had with you
    Remember when you first came to my house’
    You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
     
    We hit it off, I knew it was real
    But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
    Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
    I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
     
    Remember the times’ Remember when we kissed’
    I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
    I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
    I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
     
    You said you were my best friend, was that a lie’
    Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
    I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
    Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
     
    [Talking] And I do miss you
    I just thought we were meant to be
    I guess now, we’ll never know
    The only thing I want is for you to be happy
    Whether it be with me, or without me
    I just want you to be happy

     

     

    歌不贴给谁,只是最近的夜里我常常听到哭… …

     

    IpodRemote坏了,今天像发了疯一样。打电话给东方新天地的那个店让他们预留一个给我,居然要480RMB,米特你这孩子太不地道了,你非说这些东西回国买便宜。悉尼才45澳币啊,你真欠揍!我花45块钱上网买还能给我送家里来,我打车去王府井还多少钱呢!

     

    很多事儿今天都特寸。Veta真不好意思没去拜佛,我自己都不知道what’s going on。很累,算了下午跟你买书补偿你好了。

     

    昨喝的那是什么啊?我靠多高度数啊,今儿头真疼。我讨厌大人的那一套客套。嘴上说是一家人,喝酒的时候就翻脸不人人了。真虚伪!所以我狠狠的喝,喝到我都懵了,你们不都干么,成,跟我干;别欺负我妈开车我爸晚上有事儿。就那种酒也配喝酒吃饭啊?可耻!有种下次灌茅台啊!SB暴发户,P嘛不懂还整洋人那一套。

     

    生物钟全乱了,乱了就乱了吧。药也没好好吃,真不知道还能这么活几天。听到Veta开始复习雅思的消息我心里真着急。

     

    阳阳要从四川回来了,我刚刚收到短信好开心好开心。姐我回国是为见你才回的,结果你倒好我一回来你就跑外地。我等你等的都快走了… …

     

    爸爸真的生气了,刚才气冲冲的回家给我买了东西说必须看着我吃完。我知道我这几天根本就不好好吃东西,昨儿中午吃的冰激凌,我要是不骗他们说我是在冰激凌店吃的蛋糕估计他们真要抽我了。

     

    都没工夫联系高中同学聚会的事儿呢。天天混日子都不知道自己混到了什么。刚才爸爸狠狠的说了我一顿,说得我底着头眼泪哗哗的往下掉,他用词真狠,我一边吃东西一边哭,没呛死我… …原来自己还是有自知之明的,掉的下来眼泪,我以为心已经死了呢。

     

    老爸老妈真对不起,真的。

     

    算了我不写了,真难受。赶紧洗澡去了,出门了。

     

    阳阳,我曾经说过我回到北京就想躺在你怀里,跟你说话,听你说话;就靠在我最亲爱的姐姐的肩膀上,什么也不做。我现在,依然想这样。我想找一大片草地,和你躺在那里,什么都不去想,跟你说尽所有的心里话。

     

    姐姐我想见你,我想要马上见到你!姐姐你快回来,你快点儿回来!
     
     

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